Had a horrible day yesterday. It was my BD’s birthday and I spent 7 hours on food. Well I didn’t get the gender at the appointment, he worked late, right when I was done with the food a jar of year old bacon grease spilt on it and then his best friend texted him saying goodbye because he was going to kill him self, so Dustin did 120 to get to his house on the highway and the mother fucker was in his front yard drinking a beer and bbq’in 😡 we fought because we were so mad at other things. And then he tells me his birthday just pisses him off because his mom died the day before! And he is just telling me this while there is birthday stuff everywhere 😫 so I ran around hiding decorations and cards and took off my makeup to make it any other day. Dear lord last night was stressful 😭 this baby is going to have a lot to get used to