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This pic is old, but i never got the chance to post it. My baby was born premature (26 weeks) due to an infection. They…

This pic is old, but i never got the chance to post it. My baby was born premature (26 weeks) due to an infection. They don't know what caused the infection. It wasn't staph, but it was horrible. 5 days after my c section I went to the hospital because I had a high fever and my incision was painful. They just sent me home. The very next day I was back in the ER again because where my incision was swelled up to the size of a softball. They kept me in the hospital and had to re open me and drain it. It was all the way to my uterus. They left my incision open and it took close to 4 months to heal. I had to deal with that on top of my daughter being in the NICU. I wasn't allowed to visit her either while my infection was being treated.

you know.... thinking back to my pregnancy... everyone always warned me about the delivery... how it was not going to be…

you know.... thinking back to my pregnancy... everyone always warned me about the delivery... how it was not going to be fun.. butttt for me, delivery was so easy for me but let me tell you..... NO ONE WARNS YOU ABOUT THE AFTERBIRTH, THE DAYS AFTER!!! good god, I was in so much pain after delivering. I had 2 stitches from delivering and my god, them shits HURT! I couldn't sit down for a week!! and no one tells you how ITCHY them bitches will be. the day I got home from the hospital I had to go to the store to get more bottles because I was planning on breast feeding but wasn't able too due to an infection... I SWEAR PEOPLE PROBABLY THOUGHT I HAD CRABS OR SOMETHING BY HOW MUCH I WAS ITCHING MY COOCHIE 😂 them stitches were horrid!

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday…

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?