round 4... Of chemo yesterday. And it keeps getting harder. I won't be able to eat/drink anything…

round 4...

Of chemo yesterday. And it keeps getting harder. I won't be able to eat/drink anything for about a week & a half. Honestly that's the side effect of pisses me off the most. I just want something cold to drink. I feel so thirsty all the time. I do one more round of chemo on the 3rd. Then in the middle of January I should get scanned to see if it's working or not. So my plan for the next week and a half is smoke and sleep. Because when I'm awake I'm thirsty and hot tea doesn't help. Someone go eat a nice cold bowl of cereal for me please and thank you. I guess I just needed to let that out because it's really making me angry today. I can't even cry about it cuz it makes my face hurt