I am that mom... So dd had her first daycare drop off this morning.??? we decided last night it…

I am that mom...

So dd had her first daycare drop off this morning.??? we decided last night it would be best for me not to go because she attaches to me more and it would be harder on her. That apparently she still had a meltdown when Daddy left her and she couldn't be in the same room with her Bubba. So I message the daycare to just make sure she's calmed down by now.. now I'm trying to patiently wait for a reply. I hate this so much. I wish I could just take her with me. But I have to go back to the doctor to get an Iron Infusion so my levels will be good when I start chemo on the first. I understand why Little's aren't allowed in the room but all this is so weird for me because she has gone everywhere with me for the past 3 years. It's like I lost my shadow. Then I get to thinking if having her not with me is this difficult for me and I understand what's going on, she must be feeling even worse.. ??