they f*** ing suck I hope my parents don't need s*** from me ever bc it's not going to happen. My…

they f*** ing suck

I hope my parents don't need s*** from me ever bc it's not going to happen. My dad came up before they did my surgery on Tuesday but left before I even woke up from post-op. And hasn't been back up here since. He hasn't even been the one to call me I've called him to keep him updated. But I'm not doing that anymore. My mom was here not long after they gave me the diagnosis but she left like an hour later to go to the lake for Labor Day. I found out her and my step dad used my diagnosis to get out of work early but they didn't even stay with me. My feelings are really hurt I don't care how old my kids are they're not going to be able to get rid of me if they find out they have cancer. The only people that have been consistently here is my siblings and one of my aunts. And I won't even let my siblings be up here as much as they offer because my nieces and nephew need them to. I just feel like my parents could care less. I'm sorry I just needed to get that out because I'm just sitting alone crying. And honestly crying hurts like a b**** right now.