just need to vent I guess

So Dh just started at this company in July. So when I found out about this surgery I'm having I panic bc I'll be at the hospital alone for 4 days. I've never stayed at the hospital by myself. It's really scaring me bc of the fact they don't even know what's the matter yet. I asked if he could at least come up after work and stay the nights with me. He says no he will come for a,few hours after work then go home. Which just makes me kind of sad. But on the other hand my SIL took that day and a couple days after so she could stay with me or watch my babies. And that was without me asking. So yea if you haven't noticed I'm the baby of the family. Lol