So today is fun.? The results of my CT scan came back to show there's a "big ugly" mass in my colon.…

So today is fun.?

The results of my CT scan came back to show there's a "big ugly" mass in my colon. When the doctor uses terms like big and ugly it scares me a lot. So they have to do surgery on the 29th to remove it. They have no clue what it is. But did say worst case scenario is cancer best case is Crohn's disease. Oh and I get a lovely colostomy bag which I won't lie I'm afraid of. Could be permanent or temporary no one knows yet. On a positive note I at least get to have a hysterectomy done at the same time. Now to start the process of DH adopting DD just in case something happens to mommy