I'm lost..... I feel like my husband hates me honesty. No matter what or how I say anything to him…

I'm lost.....

I feel like my husband hates me honesty. No matter what or how I say anything to him he instantly gets mad at me. I've told him how I feel & he gets mad again. His antidepressants haven't been working and he won't call his doctor. It's gotten to the point where as soon as the kids are down I just hide in my room while he does whatever. I dread him coming home every day because he's just so mad all the time. I love him but I feel my feelings toward him fading. And I've talked to him about it and he says he wants us to work. But he keeps pushing me away. I don't really know why I worte this. I guess I needed to get it out.