just want to yell... Went to the doctor today to get something for nausea caused by my wonderful…

just want to yell...

Went to the doctor today to get something for nausea caused by my wonderful antibiotics that they cannot change. Was told I'll pretty much be stuck in bed with nausea and dizziness at least two days. So I called my dad who does not work and is perfectly fine health-wise to see if he could watch my dd for a night or two. But before I could even ask he jumped my ass for leaving my 2 month old baby with my grandma for 6 hours Saturday night just while I went to the ER. He pretty much slept the whole time. She has COPD and is on oxygen but still has energy gets up and goes. She is the one that called me an offer to watch him so I could finally go. I said that was fine because it's not like he can get up and run around. It's not like I asked her to watch the toddler that doesn't stop. But after he got done griping at me, I asked if he would mind taking DD for a day or two till I get these pills worked out. And of course he says no because he's tired... which OK that's cool not your kid I get it. But at the same time wants to jump my ass for getting help where I can. And he always plays like he's the best grandad ever but times I actually need him he's nowhere to be found. Sorry for my rant. I guess him just annoyed with his fake ness.