maybe??? Ok with everything that's been going on with my health I can't shake the feeling it has…

maybe???

Ok with everything that's been going on with my health I can't shake the feeling it has something to do with my C section. My Dr told me that no matter what he would be the one to deliver baby. Because he knew the slight issues I had the first time around and was had a plan in place just in case. So the day I go into labor the doctor on call said she called my Dr and he wouldn't be coming in. Ok that sucks but she's a doctor it will be fine. Well doing the operation I started telling them I was light-headed and felt like I was about to pass out. She kept brushing me off. And it was taking her a lot of time to close up. Even the anesthesiologist said it shouldn't be taking that long. Her response well I may not be super fast like slinky(my dr) but I'm cuter. I was sitting there like that's really weird to say. So I was open so long I ended up needing a blood transfusion. Fast forward to Monday my doctor calls me while I'm still in the hospital. Come to find out no one called him to tell him I was in labor nor did no one tell him I was there while he was doing rounds. As my file wasn't put on his desk till he left to go to the hospital. he was livid. So after our conversation he came back to the hospital and had a few words with the doctor that delivered me. One of the nurses came in and said she had never seen him this mad before. He came into my room to apologize and said she shouldn't have touched me because she has very little experience and he never received the call so she just wanted the paycheck. As he was going over everything he couldn't understand why the operation took so long. He even looked at my incision and said he was so sorry because it looks that bad. I can't help but Wonder if maybe somehow she did something wrong and that's what's causing my infection because it has been hurting since then. I was just kind of gritting my teeth hoping it was nothing and would go away. But I can't help but wonder what if it was something she did...