bed rest sucks Not being really able to do much is really starting to drive me insane. I'm 31 weeks…

bed rest sucks

Not being really able to do much is really starting to drive me insane. I'm 31 weeks need to make it to at least 36. I'm just ready to be done. I'm dying to get up and get things ready for baby Maddox. I want to do things with my baby girl before he gets here. But I can't because if am up 4 more than an hour contractions start. I am not even sure how I'm going to make it through my baby shower. I just didn't see this pregnancy going this way. I wanted to do so much b4 he got here. My husband started a few of my projects this weekend and that makes me feel a little better. But it's not the same. I wanted to do it together. And not just watch. ?? sorry just needed to vent. I know I'm doing what's best to keep baby safe but I can't help but feel bad because I can't to things with my daughter.