I didnt think... I didn't think it would be so hard to hear what I already knew. I knew at the…

I didnt think...

I didn't think it would be so hard to hear what I already knew. I knew at the beginning of the week I was having a mmc...but we did some blood tests...and my dr just confirmed it. I already knew...so why is this so hard for me to hear? I feel like I never want to get out of my bed again.