Heartbroken & Emotional
So I am going through the biggest loss of my life. On Friday morning, day after Thanksgiving, my aunt in which I’m very very close with didn’t wake up. She passed away in her sleep. There were no health issues, she had hosted Thanksgiving at her home, she was good. I can’t come to terms with this. Her and I were so close. She was the first family member To know I am pregnant each and every time. I keep calling her work to hear her voice. I’m devastated. I am scared this will make me lose the baby but I can’t help but feel how I do. I know I’m not eating or drinking the water I should be. I have no appetite. I try forcing things down because I have to but I just don’t feel it. And my crying spurts are so bad.

My sweet baby girl gained her angel wings this morning. She was my best friend, my true love my everything. She was so happy and beautiful, I'm struggling to say good bye. Sleep tight princess, mummy and daddy love you very very much ❤️
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!
I am so incredibly grateful for my best friend. Last night she and I were in a car accident. I was driving and we got hit by a student driver. My car is totaled, I had to come out of pocket for a rental car. Both of my kids car seats were in the car and I’ve been stressing on how to buy new seats for them, she just told me that her and her husband bought us new car seats. I can’t stop crying.
What will my doctor do if I tell her I’m depressed and I can’t handle the pain anymore because I’m very uncomfortable at this point and I don’t know how much longer I can be like this.