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VaNessa Pacheco
VaNessa Pacheco
Мама двоих (5 лет, 12 лет), ждёт третьего

I’m so scared Tomorrow is my second ultrasound and I’m absolutely horrified that I’ll get bad news. I mean it’s making…

I’m so scared


Tomorrow is my second ultrasound and I’m absolutely horrified that I’ll get bad news. I mean it’s making me sick to my stomach. I know stress is bad for baby but I literally can’t help but fear the worst. I know my HCG was 10,917 last Wednesday. Based on that I should see a heartbeat and knowing that scares me. What if I don’t? My husband can’t go with me cause his work schedule and I’m so scared it will b bad and he won’t b there.

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday…

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?

I can’t keep it to myself anymore & I have no one to talk to about it except you guys so I’m unloading it here.. but I…

I can’t keep it to myself anymore & I have no one to talk to about it except you guys so I’m unloading it here.. but I just made my appointment to start the process to be checked for bladder cancer. & im obviously horrified. For as long as I’ve had my problems, if it’s been cancer the whole time then I fear the absolute worst which is that it’s untreatable now. I can’t leave my babies. I can not do that. They need me. & even without it being worst case scenario, I’m terrified just to hear those words leave their mouth & then explain the “treatment plan” 😰 I know I’m way ahead of myself because for all I know they’re gonna tell me ive got some simple issue that some daily meds or something can help.. but once the seed is planted, it’s hard not to feed into it & continue thinking about it. I’m just freaking out guys & I can’t tell anyone because I’m not gonna lay that on my family or anyone when I don’t know anything. So I just gotta get my thoughts out SOMEWHERE.