Clomid fail

Well 4th cycle of clomid and here I am on cd39. No ovulation. I’m so sad. Heartbroken. And I just feel like my body has failed me. I want to give up because nothing has worked for us since our ectopic pregnancy 4/2015. But how do u give up. How do I say I’m ok with no more babies. I can’t. But I don’t have the strength to keep going. I’m in such a negative space today. Crying. I want to go to sleep and pretend these past 4yrs have been a horrible dream. Sorry for my rant.