Just feeling emotional Last month really bugged me. As it was 4yrs of ttc and 3yrs super trying hard conceive. Last week…

Just feeling emotional

Last month really bugged me. As it was 4yrs of ttc and 3yrs super trying hard conceive. Last week was my 2yr date (19th) that we found out I was pregnant but ended in ectopic. After crying my eyes out days and days, I felt ready to take this cycle on! Here I am with off and on positive, almost positive, and clear negative opks! But my temps aren't really matching O. I feel so defeated right now. I don't know what to think. BD so much because we don't know if I am O'ing has made it more of a "duty" rather than pleasure. I could just use a shoulder to cry on. Or someone who understands. My hubs just keeps saying "it will happen" or "maybe we aren't meant to have more" so it's up and down with him and I can't take that. He's all over the place like my damn cycle and I feel worn out this month!