Really struggling Sorry this if this is moany, I'm just feeling like I can't cope with stuff any more. Briefly: oh…

Really struggling

Sorry this if this is moany, I'm just feeling like I can't cope with stuff any more. Briefly: oh granda dies 3 days before christmas, have to explain to dd1 where granda has gone, buried him christmas eve. Oh aunt dies, funeral on dd1's birthday, hastily reschedule party. The next week I have a bleed and end up admitted to hospital. Dd1 has to be rushed to hospital with suspended diabetes (thankfully ok). I have another bleed. Oh crashes our car, insurance declares it a write off. He is now a nervous panicking wreck. I fail the GTT and now apparently have gestational diabetes. My 11 year old dog who is like my first child was yesterday found to have diabetes plus heart problems and a scan today showed most of the organs in his abdomen are severely enlarged. His outlook isn't great. Queue massive vet bill. Plus tax credits randomly decide to do a check on us and want a year's worth of payslips and bank statements for both of us. I'm still wrangling with the car insurance and trying to sort a new car asap. This has all happened within about 3 weeks! I'm not a worrier, I don't get stressed, it's me that has to bloody sort everything but I'm supposed to be signed off work at the moment taking it easy and I feel like I'm going to snap in two :( I keep thinking I'm not feeling the baby move as much as he was unless I poke him, but it's not like I'm sitting still much to notice. Aiee.. sorry just had to get it all out somewhere x