What am I doing? :s Dd1 is 2 1/2, dd2 is 1 1/2 & I'm about 5 1/2 weeks with number 3. I work during…

What am I doing? :s

Dd1 is 2 1/2, dd2 is 1 1/2 & I'm about 5 1/2 weeks with number 3. I work during the day & dh goes to work when I get home. Every day I get back from work and straight to looking after the kids, dh is never there for teatime and bath time. I'm shattered at the moment, and the kids have been driving me mental in the evenings. Dd2 refused to eat her tea, just sat and tantrumed and roared at the table, on the toilet, in the bath... -_- She usually eats like a horse & is well behaved. I keep wondering what the hell I was thinking having another one. it's not going to get any easier. Plus am going to have to tell my parents tonight, they're just back from holiday. I'm 29 & married, and I don't want to tell them lol aiee... xx