Night out
Last night my SO and I left baby Charlotte with his cousin (who's a pediatric nurse!) and we went and saw Beauty and the Beast. It was the first time I've left Charlotte since she's been home. I haven't even left her with my SO. And as heartbroken as I was to leave her at home, I had a really nice night. I was so great to have just two hours away without having to listen to anyone cry (I mean besides myself, combo of leaving Charlotte and the movie being kind of sad) and not being covered in vomit.
I need to ask someone this have you literally regret having a child with someone. I love my daughter with all my heart but I really regret ever being with her dad.
Her being up kicking at night in my belly is NOTHING compared to her waking & crying... lord I’m so sleepy 😩
IUI Monday!!
So today I went in for my routine bloodwork and ultrasound, and found out that I have three follicles at 17mm! Plus another two at 15mm. When leaving the clinic my FS said to take another dose of gonal-f and come back tomorrow to check to see how big they got and that we would do the iui on Wednesday. Well, after getting home, taking my gonal-f and going out to shovel snow (lol) I get a call saying that I am SURGING!!! I haven't ovulated on my own, or even come close to it in years...

Am I wrong to be upset? Last night I was running a fever, weak, tired, sore, my left boob feels like it got used as a punching bag. I asked my husband to call out of work today to help me with the kid so I could get some rest. He went to work. I texted him this morning. Part of me thinks I mean. The other part of me thinks I was fine for saying that because he should've stayed home with us.