The inevitable breakdown

The inevitable breakdown

My SO and I both work long hours. I work about 50-60, he works 70-80 because of his new manager position (a promotion that we discussed and decided was best for us.) but recently it's been too much for me to handle. We're like ships that pass in the night. He comes home, I'm asleep, I get up, he's asleep. He closes the next five nights so I won't see him. Last night I had an absolute melt down. Ugly sobbing everywhere. I was exhausted and upset. We spent the previous night (our date night) in ER. I needed X-rays and a CT so I had to take a pregnancy test, which I had been avoiding because I couldn't not handle another negative. It was negative. Anyway all of these things were just too much and I lost it. I'm not mad at him, not at all. But I need help. How can I cope with this? What can I do to make this just a little easier?