RANT/VENT
So dh and i had a HUGE argument today that ended up with me barracading myself in the bedroom for 2 hours. It all started when i asked if dh could take bubba down stairs so i could have some extra zzz. Well, apparently he was tired even though he had a 2 hour nap at 5pm-7pm and went to bed early. Id stayed up with the baby till 3am because he wouldn't sleep. He cracked the s*** s told me he was sick of my s*** and then tried to take the baby from me to which i replied " f*** off you're not touching him while you're angry" 30 minutes later he comes back calm and takes the baby but i still only got an extra hour sleep. I spend the next couple of hours s*** ty as all hell. He then proceeded to ask me why i was angry. When i had come down stairs to feed the baby i ask him why the baby was all wet he said he didnt know. I asked when was the last time he had changed him and he replied with "well he hasnt pooed so i didnt change him" the poor child hadnt been changed since 2am and he didnt think to change him! I was absolutely livid with anger. Which started a massive fight to why he cant think for himself and im sick of asking him to do things that i shouldn't have too! Im sick of getting up at 6am and having to feed the baby, do the dishes he didn't think to do, clean the kitchen, do the washing, clean the floors etc. He comes down in the mornings goes and has a cigarette then has the nerve to go make himself breakfast eat it in front of me and then get all defensive when i ask him to take the f*** ing baby so i can eat! He can't even dress the baby without my help.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
my baby daddy punched me in my nose twice. All because the phone he has I GAVE IT TO HIM! Its MyOld Phone And he been talking to this girl and so i said give me my phone back! I didnt give it to you for that reason. And i got it and he was trying to take it back and he hit me .
if i don't want to give my baby the fathers last name, can he take me to court to change that?

Well I. glad the lack of interest in me is because hes watching porn for the third time when he promised me three times he wouldnt. We have had 3 issues where it lead to him cheatinf before! Im glad I can be ugly. I didnt ask to be made fat and given stretch marks but damnit its our child and things happen.. Im still pretty right? am I?.. I didnt purposely try to look the way I do.. Im pregnant.. its how it works.. I thought I was still good enough. Do I still look okay?.. I keep shaking now..
Rant. I have a co worker (male) who is a little on the weird side, I used to speak to him normally, until two of my co workers told me that he would always ask for me whenever I was not working.. this completely creeped me out, so now I keep my conversations short/ distant .. he asked me once while we were both in the brake room why I was acting uncomfortable around him, but when he asked me this he said it with a creep smile as if he would find pleasure if I responded with "yes I'm uncomfortabl...