postpartum sex. 8 weeks postpartum and we are still yet to do anything sexual... I'm feeling very…

postpartum sex.

8 weeks postpartum and we are still yet to do anything sexual... I'm feeling very self conscious about myself. I gained 30kg and none of my clothes fit. Everytime he asks it makes me cry and i dont want to do it or think about it. I also had a couple of stitches which sometimes hurt still. I feel like a fat cow who's husband will go out and cheat because im too scared to put out :(