counseling
DH finally admits that we should do couple counseling but now that I'm sitting back and thinking, I don't think that will help, how could it possibly help his spending how could it help his sleeping a lot how could it help him be more involved in helping out around the house. I'm just not convinced anymore that counseling would make him better. I'm worried I'm beyond the point of being able to stay with him. I feel stuck. I feel like I have to stay with him for a few reasons that I don't really want to get into on here. I feel like in ways I could just take our son and the one cooking and just go to my mom's and start fresh and do better than we are right now. But at the same time it breaks my heart cause I don't want to throw away the good times I don't want to take our kids from him. It sucks cause I see what he could become but he just hasn't I've seen it for our whole relationship and thought I could help get him there but I can't. And he clearly can't get there on his own. So if I can't help him and he can't help himself what good is a counselor going to do? I don't want to give up....but I feel like I have no other choice....
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
Creeped out!
A new guy at work just tickled the back of my neck! I cringed and told him "Don't ever touch me, that weirds me out!" On Monday he pulled my braid as I was grabbing parts for him, I also told him don't ever do that. Ugh. I don't feel comfortable working with him EVER! A coworker told me that when she walked past he said "what's cooking good looking". I feel he doesn't deserve to work here. I can't feel like I'm going to be harassed at work. Like who does that?? I'm so creeped ou...
Sometimes I have no patience for my dog. He's a puppy and he constantly wants me to hold him or pick him up and he constantly cries. My patience while pregnant is literally at 0 and I feel bad because he's just a baby but I can't help it his crying irritates me 😭