shock That moment it hits you....you never got to be an actual first time mom to a single baby and…

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That moment it hits you....you never got to be an actual first time mom to a single baby and now you're going to be a mom to a newborn and almost 1 yr old in 2018....I don't know what God is planning but it better be good cause I just might go crazy, considering condoms and BC didn't stop this pregnancy from happening....