Rant I'm so tired physically and mentally. Liam is almost 4 months old and not once sense he was…

Rant

I'm so tired physically and mentally. Liam is almost 4 months old and not once sense he was born has my husband did night feeds. During the day he is helpful but he works 5 days out of the week so it's mostly just me taking care of Liam. I'm just feeling so drained I can't tell you the last time I slept through the night. And leap 4 is kicking my ass. Liam is so cranky. At 3 am he wants to play instead of eating and going back down so I spend 20-30 mins fighting him back to sleep. He's more clingy doesn't want me to put him down, he usually isn't like this he will be 16 weeks tomorrow I just keep trying to see the light at the end of the tunnel