When does it get easier?

When does it get easier?

How long until I'm actually able to get a reasonable amount of sleep again. That's the only thing driving me crazy having a newborn is I'm so exhausted. It's gotten to the point where I can't even sleep when I want to I'll be so tired but I just lay there awake. I crave caffeine it's probably the only thing keeping me going, but also probably contributing to my breast milk decrease. Today I even wanted a cigarette and I've never even smoked cigs I just thought it would take the edge away. I didn't smoke it but I thought it was crazy I even thought about it. I feel like I'm losing my mind