Postpartum I miss being able to shower when I want and eat when I want. Sense my husband went back…

Postpartum

I miss being able to shower when I want and eat when I want. Sense my husband went back to work it's just me and baby. On top of sleeping probably 5 hours a day, I've only been eating about once a day, I don't shower unless my husband is home, I can't even pee when I want. When he is home he's very helpful but the help isn't much I take the night shifts so my husband can sleep for work and then I'm up all day when the baby. I only get a few hours of relief a day. On top of all that my milk supply has decreased so I'm dealing with the stress of that. Emotionally I'm doing surprisingly well me and baby bonded right away I love him so much. I love spending time with him. I just feel like I haven't been able to care for myself like I should because I'm so busy caring for baby. It's hard adjusting I feel like I'm not taking care of myself at all.