A rant you've all heard before. ?
A rant you've all heard before. ?
I just need to rant. I'm officially depressed. It's been a week sense my false labor and I was sure something would of happen by now. I'm due in 3 days and I don't feel labor coming at all. I know I'm going to be over due. And I'm refusing to be induced beyond medical reasons because I want my body to do this. But I've given up hope that my body will due this. I'm not even past my due date and I'm already going crazy. I've banned myself from my social networks because the baby is all I can talk about and I feel like I'm annoying people plus I'm tired of people asking me is he here yet or telling me they had a "dream" or something. I've run out of things to keep my mind off of it. I've cleaned everything that needs to be cleaned. I finished nesting weeks ago. My bags have been packed for weeks. I've gotten my nails and toes done. I've went shopping. I've gone to the movies. I don't work right now, and I finished school last Friday until the fall. So all I do is sit around and wait for baby. I know everyone says be patient babies come when they're ready. No one has been pregnant forever. Well I've been nothing but patient! I'm convinced I'll have the first child to go to kindergarten in the womb!! I've tried everything. Sex, walking, tea, spicy food, I've eaten like 5 pineapples! Bouncing on my ball, dancing, getting a pedicure, membranes stripped, nipple stimulation. Nothing's worked. I'm so depressed it's making my husband depressed. I avoid talking about it around him now because I know it's making him sad to because he can see how sad I am. I applaud you ladies who have passed your due date and are still being strong because I haven't even passed mine and today I woke up balling because he doesn't want to come out. I seriously don't see how I'm gonna make it. And if I do go 14 days past my due date and I have to be induced I'm going to be so upset that I didn't just get induced sooner why is this so hard. Why doesn't my little person want to come out? ? *Okay rant over*