crossroads So me and husband talking tonight about TTC. Initially he was wanting to go ahead and try…

crossroads

So me and husband talking tonight about TTC. Initially he was wanting to go ahead and try and I was the one hesitant. We have not been careful but have been joking and teasing each other about it for weeks. Tonight we sit down and discuss his stance seriously. Basically he says if we get our current little one up to two or three years old(currently 7 months) then he is going to be done and not want to start over again bc he wants to peruse ministry and he knows I want to get my career/business as a personal trainer back going. He also thinks it's harder having a large age difference as compared to a smaller one. It was hard for our 5 year old when our current baby was born. My heart dropped through my body at the idea or truly truly being done. so it's pretty much a now or never situation. He's not pressing me, just giving me his position so that I can make the final call. I know its up to us and all. Just venting here and hopping for some comments. This will be our 6th baby of we ttc and succeed.