My heart Is breaking. My husband left yesterday. He's been extremely stressed out with work and I…

My heart

Is breaking. My husband left yesterday. He's been extremely stressed out with work and I was having a bad day yesterday and we argued. And I kept pushing him (not physically) and he blew up ? he grabbed clothes and left. He blocked my phone call (I can only assume after googling), about 2 hours later I check our bank account and he's taken literally all the money out, there's less than $2 in our bank account (not counting savings which he has no access to) and in his truck I had our renters rent check, so I can only assume he cashed it as well. So I message him on facebook and he doesn't message me back, but he read it. At this point I'm panicking, I don't know what to do, who to call. He has NEVER done anything remotely like this in his life, we've never spent a night apart from anger, heck he's only ever slept on the couch one time and that was because he was drunk and getting on my nerves. I slept terribly and checked facebook every time I would wake up and he was almost always on there, at midnight he messaged me and said he'd be home today. Also I messaged him practically begging him to unblock my phone, because if something happened and I couldn't get him that would be terrible. I wake up this morning and he's been home, no clothes are gone, he's showered, and he posted a picture on Facebook and he's working. So I tried calling him, DD1 insists we call dad at work every morning when she wakes up, it's super sweet, but he still has my phone blocked. I mean I just needed to get this all out, I know this will surely be used against me when I eventually rave about him again. But I don't know what's going on, I know he hates his job but we can't afford for him to quit, he makes great money and another job making that kind of money is extremely hard to come by. I just don't know what to do, I don't want to talk to any friends/family because I know they'll hold this against him and of course won't forgive when I eventually do. Please don't tell me this is unacceptable behavior, because I obviously know that. I understand he's having a tough time (he's talked about seeking therapy, but hasn't) so no, I'm not leaving, so please just give me some encouraging words and thoughts and don't hold this against me because it's taking all of me to post this. ?