I just wanna see a flicker..

I'm 8w and 2d and I have yet to go to the doctor. My appointment isn't until the 7th and I'm going insane. I'm so anxious and worried. We tried looking with our little ultrasound at work, but isn't for OB and we only saw a little bean. (This was last week).. It is so zoomed out in the screen. I just want to know if everything is (or isn't ) okay.