I hate it. I hate that it's my fault we don't have another child yet. I hate that my hair falls out…

I hate it.

I hate that it's my fault we don't have another child yet. I hate that my hair falls out everywhere. I hate that is so hard for me to lose weight. I hate not ever knowing what a "cycle" is. And when I do have one its killer. I hate how sick metformin makes me. I hate EVERYTHING about PCOS.. It's so unfair I have to go through this. I know people have it SO much worse.. I'm just having a pity party right now because I'm feeling terrible.. ❤️.