Is this really it?!?! After 23 months TTC, after losing our son Jameson at almost 17 weeks due to IC…

Is this really it?!?! After 23 months TTC, after losing our son Jameson at almost 17 weeks due to IC cervix, is this really it?!!!? I'm 13 dpo (period due tomorrow), does the line look okay? I'm sorry I'm such a nervous nelly, I really hope this is a sticky bean!