Trigger. Lost baby

Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

Trying to hold out and not stress because I don't want my baby being premature. I want a healthy baby.

Only child

For those of you only wanting one child do you worry about them missing out on not having siblings? I really think I just want my daughter and no more. I don't want her to feel like she's missing out on a brother or sister.

Ordered my baby shower invites last week because I read that they take two weeks to come.....well they'll be here in 3 days. Better really early than late I guess. I got them through vistaprint, 100 invites for 49.20 and that includes 100 envelopes, taxes and shipping. Can't get any better than that for custom invitations! I'm so excited for my shower. Ladies, when are you having your showers and what's the theme?!

So my bf just beat the hell out of my dog and idk what to do now. I want to leave but don't have my paper yet to take my dog with me anywhere I go