scared :*( So I'm almost ten weeks and my appt got canceled so I dont get to see the nurse…

scared :*(

So I'm almost ten weeks and my appt got canceled so I dont get to see the nurse practioner until Oct 21st. And now my first ultrasound isn't until November 2nd which I'll be 12 weeks. I'm worried bc I have been so sick and weak and am worried about the baby. I guess I wanted to go in early bc if they saw that any thing was wrong, or if my body was lacking anything that they could let me know and potentially fix it. Idk maybe I'm paranoid! I'm a first time mommy so I'm extremely over protective already! Am I going crazy?? :*(