PP body Idk about any of you guys but my pp body is so weird! Definitely not bouncing back as fast…

PP body

Idk about any of you guys but my pp body is so weird! Definitely not bouncing back as fast as I'd like but it's gotten better I guess. I have lost 10 pounds but I still want to lose at least 10 more, 15 ideally. Anyways, I feel fat and my pregnancy bras still don't fit and I'm sick of wearing my ugly nursing bras when I'm not even breast feeding so I decided to go to Victoria secret. 38B is my new size, 36B was pregnancy size. So I'm fat with the same size boobs, wtf? And of course they don't sell that size in the stores so I can't even find a bra that fits me right, ugh! So frustrating! I just wanted ONE thing that fit me right :( Anyone else still struggling with their bodies after having their baby?