Anyone? In July I had an ectopic pregnancy, it was my first pregnancy and a devastating loss for…

Anyone?

In July I had an ectopic pregnancy, it was my first pregnancy and a devastating loss for both me and my husband. We are so excited to be pregnant with our rainbow but I still miss my baby we lost and feel guilty. I don't want to forget but I don't want to feel like I'm giving less love to our rainbow baby. Anyone else feel the same way?