How long? When did everyone feel like trying again after a miscarriage? I just dealt with an ectopic…

How long?

When did everyone feel like trying again after a miscarriage? I just dealt with an ectopic pregnancy over the weekend, had surgery, and lost my left tube. The thought of trying again terrifies me after what I felt was a traumatic first pregnancy. I'm going on back on the pill for a few months I'm thinking but I so desperately want to be a mommy. The thought of trying again terrifies me, did anyone else feel that way after their loss?