Baby Ray update : little man is still in NICU. We finally got the chance to hold him . He’s…

Baby Ray update : little man is still in NICU. We finally got the chance to hold him . He’s absolutely perfect . Everything I have wanted and then some . He’s still struggling to breathe . It hurts my heart seeing him hooked up to everything .They currently have him on feeding tube and some breathing assistants , along with a IV . They anticipate for him to be in NICU for the next 2 weeks . It’s going to break my heart to leave Friday without him . But I have to remind myself I could have had such a worse outcome , and that him being here is the best . I am doing okay , the pain from this C section is absolutely real . I am trying to stay on top of pain relief but I am in NICU every chance I get so I’ve been slacking a little . Nurses are really pushing me to take it easy , they put a camera in his incubator that I can check in and see him on my phone so I stay in my room and rest a little more . Thank you ladies for all the love and prayers , you are all truly great , it’s so nice getting the support . Hoping these next couple weeks go by fast and baby boy gets stronger and I get to take him home ?