Christmas I am so nervous about christmas morning this year. This is the first year we are actually doing a christmas…

Christmas

I am so nervous about christmas morning this year. This is the first year we are actually doing a christmas for our kids. We have no real intention of doing Santa of pushing him in any way. Well this year e are doing christmas morning at my parents, with my brothers family. They do Santa big with a 5 year old so now we are being forced into Santa along with then to not hurt their feelings or make her question it. My mom is on me about hiding gifts and making sure to watch what we say. Ryder is 3 this year and just this year saw or hard anything about Santa. I'm not excited about it, to add to it, it is causing fighting between dh and I because he thinks it's stupid and just wants to ignore it all... how do toy explain ryder gets 4 of something and she gets 10? Because they go crazy!