Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,

his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

So how did everyone tell there SO or BF etc.

I actually didn't tell him...he told me😄 said I was being toooo annoying lol "take a test" 🙄😌

Sorry for this rant so early in the morning lol one thing i cant stand it when i tell my husband how much money he can take out of the account and he does but then will use the card to get gas because he think he is slick because its my car he is driving. He is the one that has been driving it around use your damn money!!! Rant over he will be getting an ear full and having to take me out to were i want this weekend even though it his turn to pick.

Am I wrong to be upset? Last night I was running a fever, weak, tired, sore, my left boob feels like it got used as a punching bag. I asked my husband to call out of work today to help me with the kid so I could get some rest. He went to work. I texted him this morning. Part of me thinks I mean. The other part of me thinks I was fine for saying that because he should've stayed home with us.

I know this sounds sooo fkedup but sometimes i wanna get into a bad accident so my husband sees exactly all the things i do ... and how wrong he is by saying i don’t do enough ( not in those words but the jist of it ) anyway .... i think this all the time . Maybe then he will think differently .