Had a major epiphany today...I realized I'm not IN love with my soon to be Ex-husband I love him and I'll always care about him but I'm not IN love with him and I'm beyond ready to move on....in fact I think I already have...trying not to fall to fast but hes more than ready to catch me so I'm just letting what happens happen.
I jus love him.
This is NOT happening !!!!!!! I swear I had given up! But I'm 5 days late and I just got my BFP ???
I am honestly in complete shock rn . Me & my bf really just broke up . & the sad part is I'm the one who did the breaking up . I've never seen him so upset . What did I do ? Like I can't even cry . I have no emotion . To know that I just broke up with my boyfriend who I supposedly loved so much . Maybe I didn't love him . Or maybe I couldn't love him the way he needed to be loved. idk all I know is I got tired of being a pain in his ass . I think it's for the best ... He'll find someone who appreciates him one day I just know I'm not that girl . I'm not the one for him . 💔
Trigger. Lost baby Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
I love you How often do you tell your SO that you love them? I tell my husband literally 10+ times a day. Any time we hang up the phone or leave each other plus random times a day. I'm always paranoid that something could happened to him I would want the last thing I told him to be that I love him.
