New house ? We went to the new house today, we had to make a few decisions about where to place some…
New house ?
We went to the new house today, we had to make a few decisions about where to place some things and pick out cabinets for the kitchen and bathrooms. What should have been so exciting yet I was fighting back tears the whole time I was there! Last time we stopped by was December 5th, I posted a picture here in R&R. Last time I walked through, I envisioned my life there, moving in at 8 months pregnant, then brining our sweet boy home, and raising my 4 beautiful kids there! We walked through his nursery and I planned where I would put his crib, his rocker, what I would hang on his wall.
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Don't apologise for posting on here! If you need to vent or just write out your feelings, do it. Sometimes it helps to write things down.
Maybe you could start a diary/journal sort of thing. Just at the end of each day write out how your feeling that day and something good that happened ( anything- kids doing something sweet, a happy meal with the family or even your favourite chocolate been bought). You could even write something your extra thankful for that day. Then when your really down or you just feel like it, you can read through some of it and remind yourself of the little things that makes life worth it and that the pain won't be raw forever. It might help you to write it all down :)
Your kids must be so proud for having such a strong mum! :)
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I'm really sorry, I can't say I know your pain because I have no idea how or what you are going through. I wish you all the best with everything. But I just wanted to say your dream is not over, God has just adjusted it to something different. And he will bless you in another way that you don't understand right now. Big hugs!!
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No apologies Lovelie!!! My grieving always comes in waves. Good days and bad days...it is okay that your heart aches. Prayers for your heart to be comforted ❤
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I'm so sorry. ? you have every right to your feelings. That's so hurtful having such a huge part of your life disappear when you dream and wish and hope for a baby and something happens. I will be praying for you and strength during this time.
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Please don't be sorry. Its OK to continue to grieve, it's OK to cry and scream and raise your fist to the sky and demand answers. God can take it your anger and grief and every other emotion you're experiencing. The important part is not to hold it in and just lean on your support.
I'm sending you lots of prayers for strength and comfort and peace. I'm also sending you a ton of hugs and love and continued support. Always know we are here for you. ?
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I'm sorry, praying for you.
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I am so sorry love. You are in my thoughts. Sending lots of love your way
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Praying for you❤
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You ARE so strong. You are in my prayers every day mama ?
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Sending you lots of love and prayers
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No need to feel sorry for posting. Let it out! You are going through something so difficult, I couldn't even imagine. You are such a strong woman. I hope you and your family have a wonderful Christmas, despite all the difficulties you've faced in the past couple of weeks.
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Your are in my prayers! I'm sure you know this, but I feel like I should share anyways.
Even though this is just a public pregnancy app millions use. People really do care, and that's why I love this. I have never once met you or even talked to you, but I have followed your story. I'm so very sorry for your loss. I couldn't even imagine. I don't know your religion, but for my sins I had to pray for someone in need of prayers, I thought of you and prayed for you and your family for healing.
Keep your head up, your a strong momma :)
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Thank you, ladies. ? Thank you so much!