On my way home from The Great Smoky Mtns. It was nice. We seen 3 black bears all at different times roaming around the neighborhood. They are not shy at all which is kinda scary. We also got to go white water rafting...it was so beautiful. It was sunshining and pouring rain at some parts of the ride and it was just the most beautiful experience! Now we're on the way home and got into a stupid argument. My husband then decided to let me know I was right the other day and that he did break in and take pills again. I knew it though. Just proves that my gut is ALWAYS right. But anyways now I'm heart broken from hell. I can't believe this life of mine. I never thought I would be in love and married to an addict. But I am. I'm trying my best to be patient and be here for him. 5 years later and I'm just debating on if this is how I want to live the rest of my life or not? I want to respect our vows and stand by him through the good and the bad. I'm just lost and so confused. I have been battling this on and off for 5 years. It's starting to really take a toll on me! #crying
I was in the same situation a few years ago. I was married for almost 13 years and 7 of them years was him being addicted to pills and other things. Finally aftet seeing how it was affecting my daughter I decided to get a job and start planning for a place to move to. About a month after I left him i ended up meeting my love. We've been together almost 3 years now and my daughter is doing great now. She was failing school before I left. He would take her birthday money and anything he could trade. The day i found a knife under her bed I said that was enough. I should have never let it get that far. Sometimes you just have to move on. If they dont want to change they won't.