Doubting everything :( So me and my other half was having a good day then we got onto the topic of…

Doubting everything :(

So me and my other half was having a good day then we got onto the topic of another baby and he said he doesn't want another one as it nearly broke us on this one, I had a little cry and I thought maybe he will come around in a few years when I'm finally ready, but then he becomes horrible towards me because our son is hungry and he's just left the bottle that is ready on the side because his washing comes first, so I go to feed him and he stops me from getting the bottle because he wants to feed me and tells me how I should hold our son when he's crying (must forget that it's me that deal with his tears each day) he always underminds me in front of his family about things to do with our son and makes me feel s*** ! I know I'm a good mum and what I do with him everyday makes him happy! I also can't get out of my head 'I'm only with you because of Oliver' we have been engaged for over a year and everytime I bring up marriage plans even before Oliver was born he would tell me I don't wanna talk about it. I don't even know if he wants to be with me anymore sorry for the rant just needed it off my chest. I'm currently laying in the bath letting him play super daddy x