I'm so sad I don't know what's wrong, I'm so sad seeing our baby growing up. I'm trying so hard to…
I'm so sad
I don't know what's wrong, I'm so sad seeing our baby growing up. I'm trying so hard to savour every moment with her. I haven't had any lack of patience with this one because I'm such in a place of enjoying her...You'd think I'd be happy watching her reach milestones but instead I'm grieving over her not being a newborn....maybe it's cause I'm getting older..not knowing if we'll have another baby..sad this stage will leave...I'm 37 the clock is ticking...I have my babies by section....not sure I'll have another for sure since this has been the recovery from hell....just thought I'd share....? I know it's strange to be so emotional over baby growing....never experienced this before!!
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This is only my first but I can definitely relate. I feel so sad because he is growing way too fast! At the beginning, I was so worried because he wasn't gaining weight but all of a sudden he grew so much at once! He's six weeks old now and my heart breaks a little when I see videos of him at just a few days old. It's very bittersweet.
Shari Martel·
Maybe it's hormones too...I just had a good cry over it. I do know of two friends who grieved for a while when they knew they weren't having more children. I want more but I just don't know if my body can do it or if it's safe- though the doctor says it is..I had a hematoma that developed and is taking forever to heal and then my incision is infected so I don't know if I should risk this again. Either way my husband laughed while I cried ..he says, "gosh Hun she's only 5 weeks not 5 years.." boo hoo me lol
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I have had the same reaction too a couple of times. I'll be 36 this year and we had both said going into this that this would be our 1 and only. It definitely makes me sad. Didn't really realize how much I would love this whole process and her???