crazy ramblings...
I find that when I write things down sometimes my mind will finally SHUT UP! so here goes...29 TTC #2, ds 20 months. According to pp I'm only 6 dpo- although I thought I felt o pains before that. Since Friday I've been really bloated. I have had real slight cramps, and twinges. I'm tired, a bit out of breath, and just "out of sorts." Also, ds still nurses before nap and bedtime- it hurts when he latches, and he seems to be done a lot sooner and not happy about that. I had symptoms early with ds, and supposedly they come real early and strong often with #2. I planned on waiting until/if af was late which really wouldn't be until next wed, argh but i'm going crazy!! I don't know if my mind is playing tricks, or not. I wanted to test with dh, but he would think i'm nuts to test before, but I don't know how long I can hold out!!!!!!
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Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
but first this is the test I got excited about, I
took it later yesterday morning at only 8dpo.
Did I get excited for nothing? :(
I didn't tell anyone other than preggie and hubby, I showed him the test and he was so happy it breaks my heart. Ik I still have a week before my period is even due so Ik If I was I'm very early but that negative this morning has me honestly crushed! what do you think by this test? what would you have thought? :(
What would you be thinking now if you got a neg the nex...
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
Hey I’m 26 with two children #myfirstpost
Okay I’ll be real and explained why I joined, I didn’t know I could be looked up or anyone would actually see this post, I was informed someone I know has been stealing pics and I came to look and see what’s going on if any of mine were on there or anyone else I knew. I just typed until it let me post since it was required before I could look around on the app.
Nothing like finding out your husband lied about where he was last night. I guess that will be a fun conversation when he gets up today. But idk when that will be since he went to bed at 6 something this morning. Also found out he added a girl on his snapchat that I don't know. Just really need to find something that will keep my mind off of all of this until I can talk to him about it. 😞