Want to cry :( Dh and I have been ttc for 4 years now and it feels like I will never get my bfp. I…

Want to cry :(

Dh and I have been ttc for 4 years now and it feels like I will never get my bfp. I have watched so many people around me get pregnant, give birth, and some even about to give birth again. Most people around me only have to try for a few months before getting their bfp. I have been feeling down so much lately because it is not happening for me an dh. Every time I think about this I wonder why God has not giving me the best blessing there could be.