Moving ?

You guys! I’m being such a baby. There’s a very good chance that my husband is getting to move up at work, and I’m so happy for him, but it means we’ll have to move to another state. We have two little boys, and I get overwhelmed and lonely as a SAHM. I’m not complaining because this is what I’ve always wanted, and I know I would have a harder time working. It’s just that I’m finally getting my footing after having our second in July. PPD hits me hard, so it’s nice to feel normal again. We only live an hour from my family, and having that emotional safety net is so nice. I’m just scared to death that I’ll fall apart in new surroundings. I am terrible at making friends. I hate the thought of finding new doctors. I’m panicking and focusing on all the negatives.