Terrified of still birth

Terrified of still birth

It's not an irrational fear at all. Just learned if my baby has the same heart condition as me her chances of still birth are 8 times higher. On top of that I just learned she's in the 8th or 9th percentile for size which causes events more risk. I haven't talked my my mfm since learning her size but when she found out I had to increase the amount of nst i do a week.